okay so i am anti-tumblr now but i just had to tumbl this.

i have better things to do. i have to sort out the lingering messes in my life before i go to USC. & oh, how i wish i could bypass all of the hard parts & just LEAVE. because at USC, i am a different person. the minute i stepped on that campus again i felt like i belonged there. it opens up my eyes, eliminates my crippling shyness & forces me to be a better person. any thoughts i had of my life here were few & far between & only depressed me, not because i would miss it, but because it held me back for so long. i don’t even want to waste my time writing about it.
i’m just getting rid of all the high school bullshit that still goes on with some people, because i’m ready to rise above that. i’ll take with me the people that never made me feel worthless because they are the friends that will withstand the test of time. all the other ones, with their bitterness & lies & self-righteousness, i can live without. because one day she’ll wake up & see that she was the one who made herself miserable, one day he’ll realize that his whole life added up to nothing more than selfish mistakes, one day she’ll fall off of her high horse & no one will be there to pick her up.
you can all stay in that place & pine for better days. i’m done with doing that. my better days are ahead of me, not behind me.
avajean: makelovelikemagic: arianuhhh: dowhatyouloveandfucktherest: (via fuckyeahhlove) sad but true
i really feel like i have the best freshman schedule ever. especially for being a spring admit & getting the bottom of the barrel classes.
writing & critical reasoning, exploring ethnicity through film, spanish 2, freshman seminar: seinfeld is life, & sound clash: popular music in american culture.
can you believe this stuff actually counts for general ed requirements?! i just wanna get there so badly.
writing more about that as we speak.
How many songs total: 5240
How many hours or days of music: 13 Days 9 Hours 14 Minutes and 20 seconds
Sort By Song Title
First Song: A.C.D.C. - Joan Jett & The Blackhearts
Last Song: 5805 - The Classic Crime
Sort By Time
Shortest Song: Head Hurts Hands On Fire - Paint It Black (0:39)
Longest Song: L’Via L’Viaquez - The Mars Volta (12:28)
Sort By Album
First Album: Aaliyah - Aaliyah
Last Album: ? - Cassie
Top Five Most Played Songs:
- The Victory - Joy In Tomorrow
- Fire Bomb - Rihanna
- 3 - Britney Spears
- Te Amo - Rihanna
- Acadia - Marianas Trench
First Song That Comes Up On Shuffle:
I Have Been Right All Along - Armor For Sleep
Search The Following & State How Many Songs Come Up:
Death - 36
Life - 100
Love - 368
Hate - 31
You - 805
Sex - 38
Me: (3:38:51 PM): -__- i drove you home!
Me: (3:38:52 PM): geeze!
Rachel: (3:40:15 PM): i know GAWD!! you’re so touchy lately mc. it must be that time of the month.on point!